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:D 28sep2005
Back with NEw skin

Yoz..I am back after a mth. Been busY with my work and lAzy to Blog. :P noW back with nEwskin which i did ytd.Ard 4 hrs bah.I kinda of like it. Actualli isn't my desired skin i wana to make.But i yet to take those pics so yet to design.Hee..I am Fine~! Living quite happily. oh yah at last went to a R&b musiC club..----Club MOMO. FUN .. make mi groove. BEst..hehe Stop here.. gonna back my sista,li feng.She is helping mi to do nail aRt ..I stayed at her hse ytd. At last saW her..MIss her lots lots.. but not forgetting others sista.. fiona, lynn jesyi,jesyin,mal,lihao,tingting..And my G5.hehe bUt I jus saw jon.He still the same.. MY STUPID retarded gd fren.. And also JOhn..:)

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:D 29aug2005
Drink Drank Drunk

WatcH drink drank drunk With JOHN(my sista)today.. first time sia.. :) hehe skipped my drawing lecture jus to watch it DANIEL WU IS SO HANDSOME..I luv him lots lots..hehe TOday..Saw my fren UM presentation.. They r GD.I mean Real GD..clear & dEtailed and most imptly, THey duN shOW thEY R Nervous. BUT too LONG le.. (Hopefully I can do the same or better in my UM presentation) *praying Well Jus now i was helping my dad to do tax filing as he forgot to ask mi to do it earlier.. OMG STRESS SIA>.< I DUNNO feel so helpless sia.I nearly cried out..took mi HOURS SIA.. THis is MOre stress than MY WORK lOH.. I found that i am an useless daughter.. a small little matter also cannot do well.I am sorry dad. BUT i WILL do it..:)I did MY DF LE..LUckily..I did it b4 doing this STUPID TAx thingy..okai.. if not i gotta stress out.. lAter i gotta do MY UM PLanning SO i can do my powerpoint in sCh tml..YTd was SUNDAY..haha.. Nice day~! I saw that handsome small little boi(whu is a Mixed Blood). He buys Triple pEarls purple fantasy every sun from mi.Hehe.. He is so cute..and i believe when he grow up HE IS A YANDAO Boy..hehe..too bad he is YOUNG hai hai.. Duh wat am i thinking? Haha SO honooured tt I AM A FAN OF HIS.. HE toLd his Dad he likEs mi And His dad always make him so shy in front of mi..Haha..cannot wait to see him next SUn *wink..Jian jian, my" part time bf" used to be was here to find mi..Kidding HE is mY close buddy..Haha retarded oNE..PLAYBOI~yet a nice guy Will always rememeber that my low tide period he is there for mi haha.. Hard to find such a fren ah? I think he mUZ haf XIN sHI so come n find mi.. Hope he will Be oKaY soon.and also HE lONG.. HE called for a chat ytd..jus broke p w his gf..can see tt he still v upset.. As for SAT.. I SAW tt guy..dunno wat his name.. always forget his name.. NV gotta remmeber Name haha..HE is quite handsome too..haha OOPs... BUt I saW him n his gf..Hehe..so sweet.. Whu is HE actually? HE is a fren of desmond,ck binglong...Know him in the chalet that mi n lynn went..haha..RAndY Called~! and We had a chat.. HE IS DAMN right sia..I think i shld take his advise..Maybe He jus treat mi as a fren not like mi so I shall not think too mUCh le..Thanks RAndy :) Okai i shall stop here.. nth much actualli.. ALl the crappy life i haf..haha.. WEll well ALL I WAN TO SAY IS DANIEL WU SOO HANDSOME>.< fainted. Haha..

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:D sunny 25aug2005
Still the same

HEe..So long NV updaTE le.. Hmm let mi counT..OH a weEk has pAsT. But someThing has happeNEd.. There is SAd n hAppy oNEs.MosT of MY assignmENts R DOnE..YEAh~!...These DAys I have some hard time..and I am over reacted..I duno why But Somehow I want to BE clear..Know wat I realli WAnt.. SOmetimes i reallI get so irritated..ANd i jus simply hate myself.. MY heart was confused. My thinking n actions were contradicting..I admiT that i KInda of like him le.. HAi.. WAiting for his msg/reply..bUT tuRn out into disappointment.. I always wonder.. IS HE Come for REal? Or he jUS think tt i Am A fOOl...Depression make mi to MSg MY Ex ONE nITE.. Etc.. I even tried to del his no in order to stop everything.. I realli Dunno HOw N anything,, COs he made mi goes real down and HE is tOO mysterious..MAking mi so insecure..I dunno WHether if he Will ever read this entry..JUs wana to BE myselF so trying not to think too muCH le.. :) THankz to thoSE who REad my BLog.. YOU ARE APPRECIATED~! hehe..I LUV MY Class.. Fun being with them and I gt used to my COurse LE.. hehe..Too MUCh to SAy tilL i foRgot MY seNTenCe..hehe buT I realised SOmething YTd when I was in Holland V with a FREn..--- I Shldn believe ppl too easily..I am naive! I always tot tt ppl hAVe no motive..but this world isn the way i think.. IT IS COMPLICATED>.< I always wan something simplE but always gt something complicated.. I am soft hearted, Jus a LIttle thing.. etc.. Jus hopE tt Ppl ard mi will have no motive, Treat mi truely..and blah blah.. JUs waNt a LIFE tt full with love n care The FUn N Not REvenge or USing pPl THinking.. LIFe shLD be SImple.. ETC.. I shaLL sTop HERe.. :) I Gotta be Strong to waLk out of the darkness to SEE the heaven with All thiNGs Simplify.. And You mY fren TO be HAppy.. LUV you all..Especailly who REalli CAre.. YOU R APPRECIATED N NOT FORGOTTERNED and alWAys BEEN MISSED By mi.. :) REcently.. I fall for PRAYER the song. hehe

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:D sunny 18aug2005
hfEEL nth

SIa la.. Today working is LIke I cannot joKE..COs boss ard..buT quite FUN also laH..ANd AT laST CMS is OKay LE..I did FOr the laST whoLE niTe..noW can relieve le..YTD wasn a great day..FOund out a Untold tRuth but nOW ok LE..WEll.. Let bygone be bygone BAh..HopEfuLLY it wUn happen Again..I thiNK i Shld TrUSt him for no ReaSon..Dun Ask MI :) I am vEri foRgiving de..eveN i feel a bit disappointed ytd..NOW I OK lE. :) haha.. ADRIaN WAs here foR ApplE sNOwSHakE.. STill CAn HOr.. DAsmOND n hiS fren Were HEre for HonEYdEw SNowshAke too..hehe.. :) thanKZ foR supporting mY bUBBle tEA LOL haha.. ALriGht thERe is SOmethiNG abt MI.. See U thiNK is it TRUe MA? (GEt fROm Adrian :))JUNE:Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken.Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind.Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind.Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character.one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt.Prone to getting colds. loves music.pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.Stubborn.

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:D sunny 17aug2005
Wat am I thinkINg?

You may always see the happy and cheerful side of mine and wonder whY i always seems so happy.It is just a matter of how you think actually.Life is a choice and my choice is to be happy. I may not be perfect, may not be ideal.I may not express,speak or write well.I dun choose to force it.COs I am is what i am. I just want to be myself.A hAppy mi.EveN i alWAys in a hAppy mood, I still feel that my world isn't that colorful,or rather is juSt black and whiTe.My world is not warm either.I can feel the emptiness and coldness.But i am looking forward in the search of a better world. I always hoping and thinking tat these days will come one day. I duno whether i can make it in my course but i will always try.I feel that i have changed.I just feel that.I dunno why and wat i have changed..But jUS change. I no longer in the same spot i used to be. IS tat a gd thing? I have no idea.I dun wished to know too.. These are many things that i do not wish to think but jus keeping thinking.. I somehow feel so hopeless at times. I somehow feel so lonely inside.I somehow feel so irritated.I love to tell ppl how i feel and share my thought n feeling..but somehow i think i shouldn't.Will they get irritated? I dunno why..I gt that feeling that i am quite annoying.How i wisH i can be more to myself..And sometimes i really am.Now My deepest hidden feeling is jUZ inside me.I dun even understand it.I contradict all my heart, feeling and sayings.I can say this n feel that. I realli feel so confusing. I dunno how to use words to describe my extact feeling.. but jus use simple words to say here..NOw.. I am jus like an empty unwanted shoebox.A pair of shoes has put in recently.It makes the shoebox feel more useful..and enhances it.But shoebox thinks that it is not compatiible with that pair of shoes.even that shoes do not complain,say etc anything.The shOEbox juSt hopes that it can make the shoes comfortable in it's shoebox..... WAt am i thiNKing.. haihai.. Dun think too muCH bAH..I bEtter cHOOSE HAPPY :) Let fatE decide my path..btw happy birthday to LYNN. HopE u enjoy ytd w mi hehe.. :P and thanks to CK DAs Alvin n BEvan hehe

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:D sunny 14aug2005
hAppy..

well well I am Here lE.. at LASt/. there are many times i wanna to blog but i cannot cos of my stupid koR.. Got miss mi ? O these few days i am Happy ..YEah especially during national day. I Haf great FUn. weD having a gREat CCA .. THur happy working ..Fri happy drawing even not v gd in drawing SAT went to WAtch the mAid.. NICE~! and SCARY~! SUN working and doin powerpoint hEhe.. Jus to inform eveyonE i am FINE. HEhe..I will blog more if I remember wat happen. Oh ya.. ONE amazing thinG.. I SAW A 25 singapore dollaR NOTE.I was so stunned sia.. ShoW u ALL when i upload..Take CAre tata

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:D suNNy 8aug2005
I CAnnot Wait for tml

Somehow..I can't wait for tml.. IS a DAY oF FUn..BUT i YEt to finish mY DF.. Think it is a GONE CASE again..HAi..WAt to do..i JUS too StuPID n lAzy.. TOdaY..whEN i was walking to Sch..iT rains heavily..SOmehow i Wished to Run ouT of the shelter to LEt the Rain poUR on mi..FEel the rain N plaY w it..So long nv hAve tt Feeling.. IT can realli makE mi FEel gd..BUt now is so muCh diff ..I can't realli do tt..I gotta go for lectures..HAihai..AGain..I miSSed mY G5,mY sista..Dunno whY ..WE jUS hardly be together NOw.. Hai..I was thinking n missing..The steamboat etc..aLthough i have joY w my classmates n frens ard mi..But soMehow i wan to BE w G5..Where I aM mYself..Real MI.. the cheeky Fun and happy go lucky mi..THe HAppiNEss.. I mISS all OF the smILES..Jon my STupid PArtner..JEs fEng tiNG mY sista...Jian HUi my ex part time bf..LOL HE is GD.WHen i was REAL doWN..He is the oNE there Thankz to him to get out miserable..Even HE encountered the SAme situation as mi..Not onLY them,,,YAng yang,maRK fabian jAmes..eTC..The Y bring a LIFE to mI..ONE amaZing thiNg..is I Kinda OF tired of mY single lIFe le..LOL..Can u believe it? Hope to Feel lOVEd now..LOL haha ok bah Write till here..Cannot wait for tml plUS muZ finish my WOrk..Haha..

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:D veri the HOT 7aug2005
juZ another day..

toDAy is A gd business daY.. Veri the buSY..AT lAST~! the fUNNy part iS my lEG kana Green Apple.. auntie accidently pour on it..haha I maDE 2 miSTake toDAY.. oNE is pUT the tea..haha NExt is..DrOP the Banana MIlk..EEkk..Lol Well.Stunned i went to buy duck rice today..the person said buy 2 get one free..Duh i dunno sia. thEN one for mi one for aunt ..theN oNE mORE agAin..OMG. Luckily..I passed it to chirstoper..hehe.. SAW diCK walked past going to change his DVD player.. dUH use one time then spoiled.. SAw bevan today too.. BAD guy.tml nt going to sch duh.. haha he quite funny la..buY bread fROm us forget to take HOme.. U tuRN back to gt his BREad..aFter work..I go hm n do hw..thEn something happen..Spoil my mood..sometimes i shldn be here in this world Dunno y..somEtimes I feeL cold inside..I miGht seem oK outside..but am I reallY so?I dunno..I cannot say i am the unlucky ger cos more ppl out there worse than mi,SO i shld be happy abt it..BUt jus cannot feel..I feel my liFE Sux at times..hate it..Stop here bah dun feel like saying anymore..Cos of soMEone here..

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:\ SUnny 62005
IsN't my day

4 days nv blog le.. so leT mi start from 3 aug bah.
3 Aug
I think i played too muCh on wed..bEEN slacking whole daY..aFter ending the lesson 1t 9.30 am..I with my classmates sat in the sch mac till ard 2.30pm..Wat HAve i been doing were to eat,play bluff n daidi,doing fotune telling and true or dare. I staYing cos i tot i have cca but i didn't so in the end i went to plAY checkers w yEElong..1 draw 2 lose 1 win..HEhe. .BUT niCe. thEN we all went to town play pool..I fall~! ThanKZ to STanleY.KEeping disturbing..Arrggh..HAi i think I overboard le.. nV do muCH woRK..I think i Gotta Kick out from my course soon or later..:C
Thur 4 aUG
WorKING..AT lASt i did my painting in time.COs tt day is the due date.. Quite like my painting although i think i did not meet the standard.It is better than unfinished work rite? HAi~ DF KAna rejected again..BUt i knoW wat Went wrong liao~! (BUt i WAs wronG~) Dun think I can do well in this course cos i think i REALLI a STUPID ger lOH.. no matter how still dun understand..haI~
5 Aug
This is the worst day of the week. I daMN saD n Angry of MYSELF>.< WHy aM i sOOooo sTupiD and USelEss? GT a D for drawing..VEri discouraging loh HOw i wiSh i Can get at least a C buT i gt a D.. Seein everyone so happy..but deep inside my heaRT i daMN sad..Wanting to try harder but no Strength.. hoping n praying tt i can do better but i lose my confidence.I feel like crying n i did..at home..I tRied to hiD but cannot loh.. BUt after some times, i accept the reality..Even now i still a bit sad..I KnOW i am bad in thIs But trying hard...Still cannot lOH>.< I think i Nv USe my bRAin N do it blindly..I Realised it is true.. HAI~! Dunno la..dun wish to think le..the more i think the saddder i geT! AT niGHt, at mAC , With ZAn.. Actualli is him acc mi la...Teaching mi cross hatching but in the end nv.. COs I haF another BIG PROBLEM the 3D drawing i drew IS WRONG>OUT OF SHAPE.. Damn stupid of mi loH..Simple one oso dunno..Dunno Where my BRain goes. SOmetimes i realli think i have wasted a person chance to get in this course by going in.But I already here.so I MUST WALK TILL THE END>.< dunno i Can anot..Although i may seem to be OKAY, I am nOT loh..OH yaH..ZAn If u read this, STop knocking my head leh..i already so stupid le still KNOCk DUH...AMAzingly, JIAHUI CALLED MI..Asking mi to go for supper..I WENT cos long time no see sia.. Remember the times when mi jes him n sheldon..so close n FUN~! Well.. I acc ZAN take bUS then take cab go find jIAhui. IN the end nv eat supPEr. HE IS NOW TOP 7 bartender..HE sHOWed mi how he throw..POWER. and i drink 2 cups oF alcoholic driNK. GROSS.. Still I dun lIKE i nv dRink after that COs I kNOW i cANNot Drink.. I alREady so SLeepy le.. it makes mi moRe dizzy sia..IN future..NV gotta DRINK aGAin~! HAha..have a nice chat then GO hoME loH..my dad drove.GO HM n SLP Le..

toDAY
ToDAy haha daY.. Working.. RIZa was followed bY a GAy wHU seems interested in HIM..OMG>.< PEng sIA. And chirst,gan didi went to buy bubble tea from mi.. Shocking is..BIREN n JOSEPH came n look for mi.. Especailly biren ..LOng timE no SEe. Still the same old him.. Still can feel his caring thingy.haha.. Still my gd fren wor..HAha..Gotta go n meet my boss they all having dinner w them today then come back do DF again.. I GONE CASE LE LOH BUT STILL HAF TO DO IT ..Trying HARd..dunno HOw long can i hold..

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:c + :D raIny 2aug2005
I miSSed MY leSSon..-__-"

Ytd i did not blog because i was rushing mY dF project..today was the duedate but it has postposed to next wed.yTd i wEnt to Zan'S hse to do it..HE guiDed mi thRu.. guEss WAt?I have leARnt a LESSON..NV MAKE ANY ASSUMPTION~!!!You knOW whY?I went to Zan' hse,tot that he lives the same block as xin yin buT oH my goD, I was wrong -_-"" sO i alighted at the wrong bus stop and in the end have to walk from bukit panjang plaza to bangkit rd(3 buS stops away~) haha..staying there from ard 10 pm till 4am..juS to do cross hatching.. cAn u believe it? I HATE CROSS HATCHING>.< I also v sleepy but no choice..bTW thANKz ZAn..bEEN troubLing U the whoLE niTE.and thANkz for ur milo dinOSAUR whICH is TOOOOO SWEET>.< hEhe..you arE indEEd a nicE fRen wor~i wiLL seeK for ur help if i haVE to.. So Sad..dF i goTTa redO 3 of the 4.SIanz~!buT nvM laH..I CAN DO IT~! I will always remember this quote said by YAohUI :} Since i slepT laTE todaY..I Overslept~! I misseD the Creative pROcEss lEssOn..2 mArkS goNE~! soB~! wELl i gt a B for my ShoEboX and A for my e assignment..hMMM..goTTa go bAck to doTTIng i shaLL sTOp hEre..

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:\ suNNy31july2005
rePEAted liFE

Nth muCH toDAy wor..saME olD sunDAy.. Working..BUT not bAd..the business is better than ytD.. :) toDAy lEE siaO a malaYboI bY lenDIng hiS grasses to WEAR.. LOOk vEry neRdy oF mi.. haha.. JoSepH dROp BY anD juS saID mi Wat TIme I ofF woRK.. *sTUnnED* haha..And I sms HIm askING hIM Y. HE saID ask aSK oNLi hAHa..TT is lAMe..LOL..kEke iF u SAw this..Dun angry ah..LOL WelL wEll..Not Bad Ah.. HE wENt foR phOTO-taKINg for DunnO WAt maG.. maYbE somEDAy he BecoME a Professonial MODEL.. Who KNowS? hEHe..HAizz Tml StaRT sCH agAin lE>.< dUNo is GD anot..I feeL so WOrriED aBT assiGnment EVeN whEn i WAs aslEEp.. ALSo, I am aging.. LOOK paler..duno WHy.. mY liFE is soMEhow rotten.. ONE daY i mAY fAll..aya Dunno lAh.. jUS dUN tINk loh..Duno wat to say.. bloG again in Future..-i jUZ going circle aimlessly..haIz..Wat to do??-

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:D raIny 30july2005
JUz a DAy..

OH guEss who i SAw TOday!!I saW SHARON.. she iS as BEautiful aS b4..anD more mature ++ pRettY..WE uSEd tO bE vEri CLose,I still can remember..NOW we not as closE but Still freNZ.. 4 dayz nV onliNE lE..anD nv blog..so LEt Mi tEll u waT haPPEn.. ActuaLLi also nTH muCH la...lET 's on WednEsDAy...
WeD 270705..
Went to SEE how oUR MUA did oUR maKEup foR the PerfoRmers,,*stUnned* onli tHree of US,kat mi and sabina thE freshies went, Still it was a niCE oNE.. I think we miss the early paRT when theY are real bUSy..(coS we r latE) We jus saW the slacking paRT.haha..BUT not a eaSY joB i muST saY.. *stunned no. 2* soME of our sEniors do REmember when i Tot thEY aREn't..I thINk thEY are preTTy cool.. I likE the COnfiDence withIn theM..That is waT i wana to HAf.NEXt, wEnt J8 w kaT.. LOOking For makEup..coS she lIKE my BLuE eYE shadow..haha..tHen mEET my SisTA,fEng n yi thEre.. J8 nth muCh to SHop so we went back to our usual PLaCE: lOT 1..Play aRCade..USe the neO print maChinEs to takE piCS..wITH ting as Well.. thEN laStly to feng hse..did manicure etC..EAT~!haha Feng mum coOK! COs fENg bd on 280705.. HAving a GReat daY w P.I.G..but not to forget abT SOmething~! P.I.G scORe hiGhesT for photo huNT tt DAy haa.. I liKE bEing W theM.I enjoyED~!
28/07/05 THur
went for the makeup demo..I was stunned again.. a Ger suDDenly askEd mi' r u linda?' I stunned.cos i dunno her and she knoWs mi..in the end i gt to knoe tt sHE is the ger i added in friendster two years ago COs she looks like huili..We didn contact n she can remember it for such loNG time POWeR~! thEN aftER the makeup demo, went to my bloCK(sch of desiGN) to look for my classmates juS to SAy hi..then kaT n i went to tampine mall then westmall..HEhe..i Went to slp at 10pm and wanted to wake up at 2am..(for some reasons for slping in that time) wake up to do my DF. THen I waN to SLp so kat n i agree to wake up at 5 am inStead, bUT i nv slP..cOS I asKed Zan to Wake mi up as weLL.. HE is Gd in waking ppl up.. I jUS wan to sLP baCK but HE insisted.SO..nExt time sHLD fiND him to WAke mi UP if i reaLLi wan to wakE up in the middle of the niGHt to DO soMEthing. Am i right, ZAn? HAha..THankz Anyway~!
Fri 29/07
Working.. haha froM 2 am till 8 am i have being doing DF.Not much but gd practice. AFter working..mEEt diCK to DO DF again whILE he stuDy hiS laW thingY..stUDY till 1 am plus THen went Hm.. MISSed my 10pm to 2 am SLp SoB..N mISsed mY bbq w my classmatEs today >.< if i knoe that they wuN go hm early..I will go afTEr woRK..but nVm la..aT leaST i diD df..soMEtimes you gottta haVE ur opportunity Cost in making choices..
30/07/05 SAT
WorkiNG agaiN..BUT saW shaROn as I mention earlier.. and alSO wan wen..MY pri sCH freN..w hEr bF i think.. A enJOYable woRking DAy.. clEAning up etc.. NTh mUCH lOH..lATer mAybe goiNg to dO DF again..

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:c raIny 26july2005
IsN't my day

i not feeling good today! damn irritated by mi.. keep wondering how can i be so useless,brainless n careless..?? DF flunk again..e ven i did the whole nite ytd.I still need to redo but duno can make it..haihai.. THEN~! i loST my Cd-rom for corel painter &photoshOP..DUH..NOW CANNOT DO MY PAINTING~!NO more time for it le.. I so retarded..KEEP doing yet to get the painting rite..AgaIn..i accidently del my E ASSIGNMENT EMAIL~! Oh gosH..I almost fainted~!But now ok le~!~! hee luckily.. then did my UM le.. SOooo lEFt w dF & painting.. hopefully i can did it properly and well..afTEr writing his entry, feelng better le.. now i think the day isn't bad.. THINK pOSITIvely bAH gER :) dun make my own life down..hee..

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:D raIny 24july2005
wiLL luV lasT?

deaR lovely frens,
MY THOUGHTS TODAY :this question came into my mind today(after something that i saw):wILL your luv for someone last for ur whoLE liFe?I dunno whY but started to wonder.. In one life, will there be onli one lover? wIll the luv last till the very last breathe?I doubt so.Time can blend the one feeling.Intially, it can be flowery;luv blossom..but as time goes by, will it be the same??It is easy to fall in luv but hard to maintain ..dun you think so? YOu cannot guarantee that you will luv someone for your whole life cos you will nv know what will happen in future. One minute before is lovers;next minute is strangers.I wonder why it could be happen..all the past is juS like a piece of paper written lotsa of things but not important anymore.Again, even two person that are still together doesn't mean they still deeply in luv w each other.. maybe they jus used to it;become a habit; they jus cannot bear by not letting it go.What actualli is lUV?It can be very simple but too complicated for mi.I dun dare to touch but yet, I hope. I also wat i am thinkin or talking..All i knoW is cherish wat the present you have so you will nv regret.SO i always live my life to the fullest! Another thing is i am in a maze...i am yet to find my exit,yet to see the sunshine..still seeking still searching.. BUt i nv gotta give up..Even thr path is dark even i cannot see properly..even i know it may have danger.SoMEtimes i really cried out..sometimes i realli wanna to give up...coS i tried so hard but i keep falling...keep facing obstacles. kinda of tired. I wonder why do i choose this path. I have other alternatives but why still this??I may not knOW wat it gotta be in front of mi.. But I jus dun wanna to be a loser.. so i keep trying ..which makes mi a winner.Life will nv be easY..so bear with it, ger.Hoping n praying tt i can overcome it and also can share this w a person;a person tt can bring my life from black to color; from pics to motion pics;from darkness to brightness;from drawing to animation;from hopeless to hopeful..Just to turn my life from negative to postive for the very moment.THe moment may be short yet bring an impact.Nth can last! tt wat i believe..Correct mi if i am wrong.. STill..i hope i will always stay in the same spot where all my buddies r together..that we will nv grow up..I reaLLi dun wish to move on at times HAI.LIfe can be scary.Life is a mystery.Life can be too heavy for mi..hAI.JUs lOOk ahead & take one step at one time baH.Everything gotta be fine.

TODAY:the usual thing i did today is go to work.STAnley & Adiran were here.. OOps my blue coral SUXs sia.. SorrY~! NOt sKill enoUGh!~! hEE..went to play pOOl.. I wON~! HorrAY~!pHOto HUnt aGAin..Got into the TOP 10 ..HAHa..ThanKZ sStanLEY..:D although U r detesting..foR ur phoNE accessory.. (wEll i Dropped miNE so hE passed His to mi)

WHy do I have so muCh haTREd on HIm? COs..I ALWays kana bULLied By hIm..EspEcIally ONE aCtion he did~!~!My pOOr chin. Sob Sob..But TT action reminds mi of three guYS;sheldon,shi huai & yiming.Well they usually did tt.LOL..Ok that all for today..

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:D raIny 23july2005
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